I have felt like singing every moment I find silence.
Every feeling that comes to mind gives me a song to sing.
Things have been so Katy Perry (referring to hot/cold). HAHA. I'm not a fan or anything, but the musical reference had to be established.
I'm either singing of great joy, or sadness, but that is love for you.
Buddhism teaches that with great passion and desire, the achievement of great success or happiness is not without suffering. I'm no buddhist, but I believe that every philosphy/religion is worth the insight.
Now, you can follow the middle path and extinguish that desire to rid your suffering, also relinquishing that chance at great happiness, or you can withstand the suffering for the chance at something amazing.
I'm no buddhist.
I am going to see this through because i'm going to live my life to the fullest. This love has been and can be the most incredible thing in the world. It takes two, so I really don't know what's going to happen, but he says that all he wants is trust. So I am trusting. He's breaking it down with foolish actions and lies, but he will realize (hopefully in time) that doing the right thing is what will make that trust hold strong.
With this I will be the happiest woman in the world. I'm already 100% confident that I can make him the happiest man in the world. ^.^
I'm singing a happy tune as of late, but even if I happen to be singing a sad one due to a wrong turn of his, I hope that we come back to that good note. I'm sure we will, and he reassures me daily.
Well, those are my thoughts today that I felt necessary to get down somewhere.
<3
Peace NG.
[The pic isn't best of quality since my phone is a p.o.s. >2mp cam, but it's still special to me. We look exaughsted since it was like 4am. Aug 26th, 2010.]